Not only are we dating officially but his whole family knows! He told them. I didnt have to ask him to or anything. He wanted to tell them. I am not a secret. I was right when I told everyone he is changing. He is so gentle and caring. He’s also rough and playful. His smile is amazing and extraordinary. Being held in his arms, the way they wrap around me, I feel safe. He protects me and worries. He misses me. I think I am starting to fall. He’s amazing.

Sorry followers!! I haven’t been on in a while. Just been chillin at lot with my new roommate. Had some medical issues going on that I would just rather not discuss but know that they are life changing. Also, have some family issues going on that too are life changing and that I would rather not discuss.

However, last two nights have been awesome!! We went to the boy’s friends house. I got to meet some of his closest friends…including one of his ex’s. AWKWARD!! But not really cause he was all about me. At the end of the first night, as he was stumbling up the stairs to his room drunk, he made it to his bed and we laid down and he was like “I like the feeling of a steady girl…” I fell asleep that night with a smile on my face.

Then last night his ex pulled him aside to “talk” to him. She’s all “Ive seen some amazing changes in you, I really like them. Your more sensitive and caring. I see how you are with Kaitlin and I want that.”  Of couse while they are talking I am freaking. “What if he takes her back. What if he want to get with her one last time. What if he kisses her” So his friend comes over and asks me whats wrong. I tell him and he reassures me that he hasn’t seen the boy stick around with one girl for so long, even if there was no relationship…He’s had other “FWB’s” and they lasted a couple weeks at best. That he’s seen changes in the boy and that he sees the boy is actually quite fond of me.

So the boy comes out of the bedroom, comes over to me, leans over and gets close to my ear and whispers “let go home, I wanna talk to you in the car”. Now I am freaking out. I say Ok, and we say our goodbyes. We get outside and he couldn’t even wait to get to the car. He stopped me and kissed me. “I said no to her”. I didnt really know what he meant. “I said no to her, for you.” I held back a smile and kept walking. “So what does that mean for us?” “it mean we are dating, but not at work, at work we have to keep it, the way it is” HAHA! DUH! Sooooo yea. Thats that.

To those who doubted me that he is changing and becoming a better man, F U!